I donot understand what should I write now. Days and months passed like flow of river. Last time I wrote was back in 2014. So many things changed. So many new people came in life, some of them left, some friends are now married. If you ask about me, I am at Crossroads of my life. Yes, you heard it right. Crossroads. I was living in my own fantasy world, the world which I thought was real. Yes, life is a roller-coaster ride sometimes. Back in my childhood days, I use to wonder why didn't Aishwariya Rai married Salman Khan in "Hum Dil De Chuke Sanam"? They both looked so perfect together. But now I realize is that we always end up with right people at the end. Ajay Devgan was the perfect husband for her. Life is also the same. We might not end up with things which we think are good for us but end up with things which is actually good for us in the long run. Sooner or later, we realize that everything happens for a reason. Sometimes, the wrong train leads us to right direction. In short, the experience which we had, good or bad, leads us to our correct path. Life moves on, keeps on changing, but one thing which will always remain same is "GOD!" "THE UNIVERSE". Let me tell you, it's important to have faith in God. This world in front of us is like a stage play, the real thing is "GOD". Well I am too young to undertsand the truth behind it. What matters in my life is good career, happy parents and yes a good life partner. I don't know whether marriages are made in heaven or not. But it's a beautiful concept, if you belive in it. In my mind, I am still thinking that I should go back and complete my work but my hands are just writing and writing and writing. May me right now I am talking to Universe. Yes, it's true that we are creators of our own destiny. But sometimes, few things are not in our control like we cannot force someone to stay in our life but we can choose to act wisely in that situation. Do you want to wait for that person till eternity or wish to move on. We all wish to move on but sometimes the small "hope" that they might come back never vanishes from heart. But let me tell you, God knows everything. They will always make right people stay in your life. God has heard conversations which we haven't. Honestly speaking, till now even I have not completely understood the God's will in my life but the small hope in my heart that 'Everything happens for a reason' has not yet vanished. Right now, I am not able to understand whether I should take up new Job or study or find perfect partner for me. I do not understand now. What I only know is to pray to Lord for the right direction in life. May be God knows what I desire in my heart, the breakthrough what I really deserve. May be Universe will gift me new friend now, or may be new life partner, or may be new career growth. I feel may be I lack motivation to write, motivation to achieve goals now, sometimes I feel I have lived my life. May be I am not able to understand what my heart desires. May be now my heart wants to meet Prince Charming! We all achieve good success in our career but what makes our relationship work are our thoughts. What makes our whole life beautiful are our own thoughts. We are part of this Universe. By writing, I am feeling so better now. I realize that our hobbies are our missing pieces, they keep us motivated. Writing is my missing piece, it keeps me motivated. May be my other missing piece is Prince Charming, I know he will find me some day. Life will be complete when you add all your missing pieces together. Now after writing this blog, I am feeling more motivated to go back to my work. I never write for money, I write for myself, for my our soul and may be Universe is also listening!
